When I said "moving on" I actually meant I was moving on, waking upmore spiritually, and then when I did so it seemed she regressed.Instead of moving on with me, chose to make choices that were againstthe teachings in the scriptures and LWE. Yea I know I get "thou shallnot judge" but that does not mean the things she did were "ok." Her choices may have been "free will" but they altered everyones lifepaths not just her life path, and while she tried to make a "positive"choice, her choice has brought everyone involved more depression andpain including our children. She herself is in more depression thanwhen we were married. As I say "whatsover choice is good, cometh ofGod and brings Joy, whatsoever is wrong and brings despair is not ofGod. By this is simple way to judge" I have been asked numerous times, why I have not "let her go." Ithink because everytime I try to, something happens that stops me,including interven...

I had an interesting dream the other night. In the dream I went on a soul journey to find answers to my current situations, this was a few days before some of these weird events happened this week. In the dream I left my family to trek up a snowy mountain to find a sacred cave, finally at the top of the mountain I found it. I went through a hallway filled with different records, the first part was ancient but when I got to the end looked futuristic with screens and walls with moving pictures. As I was walking down the hall I was asking for Jesus, when a hispanic man came out and said "Hello I am Jesus (Heyzoos)" I said "haha very funny." I then proceeded on to the center of a room with had a symbol on thefloor of a triangle with three circles around it, like form of star of David. It was there one of my angelic looking spirit guides appeared, with his white robes on, his white hair, his piercing blue eyes. I recognized him right away and called him by name and...

I've been recently experiencing some psychic or mental ability that comes and goes which I am sure everyone at some point in time has had happened and just laughed it off. For example, you said something, and within seconds it was repeated on TV or the radio, you shake it off as coincidence and laugh. It's usually just one or two words. But lately this has been happening to me almost everyday, not just radio and TV, but road signs or even other people talking around me. It's more than one or two words, sometimes its an entire sentence. Last week I was at someones house talking to them about my current situation, that something recent had upset me, and I layed awake in my bed the whole night crying. Within 2 seconds, someone on the Maury Povich show on TV said "I layed awake in my bed the whole night crying." We looked at the TV and both said what the hell? Tonite I was sitting in the car with my brother and was thinking about a dream I had recently, where it se...

... well I thought I was moving on but I must have had a mental relapse over the weekend.. but it seemed to be some type of spiritual emotional release.. Either that or I time traveled, lets just say it was a very vivid memory.. As my current situation goes, currently in middle of divorce. This experience I had during sleep, is similar to others I have had over the past year or so, but nothing this intense, every time I thought about it I started crying, in fact almost wrecked in the rain last night I was so overcome with so much grief. 10 years ago. I am pulling up outside her apartment. I just helped her move in a week or so before. I see her look out through the curtain, she is waiting anxiously for me. I have the letter she just wrote me sitting in my passenger seat. She signed it "Your eternal companion." I walk to the door and she opens it up with the biggest smile on her face. I am saying to myself in my mind, "Turn back now, this isn't real....

In RESPONSE to a question on a question regarding the Christian or rather Mormon doctrine that those people who are mentally challenged or handicapped, are highly evolved souls who are automatically protected from sin / granted immediate access to heaven etc. =============== I believe most of those doctrines are solely the creation of man to make people feel special, more or less politically correct spirituality. While every soul, and every intelligence, is not judged and the same unto God, to claim they must be highly evolved spiritual beings, because they are mentally challenged is a polite formality for not understanding their purpose in life. True, they may be highly evolved, and chose upon birth to inhabit a body that would have limited mental or physical capacity but for the most part this choice to do so is simply a learning experience for that soul / incarnation, as well most of them do it for karmic reasons / lessons as well. Quite simply in a previous mortality that ...

This goes out to the Universe and to anyone, I come from a dimension other than this, a place of love where there are no hurts or or distress. I was, am a being of light with nothing but my hand and my heart to offer you in times of plight. I know I've been down and self-burdened a lot but all I want is for life to give me some comfort and to enjoy the little things and the only family I got. I feel alone in this world, and misunderstood, and I seem to have lost the one who I always knew could, make me smile, and make me feel important. All I want is for someone to understand who I am to accept me for that, and not to be selfish but for me to be their focus. I don't have much in physical means to offer, but I have all the love in my heart, that I will always be there no matter what. I want happiness for myself and my children, to be good dad and raise them in a God loving home. I wanted my soul mate to raise them with me, but perhaps I should have not asked for her, because the...

I've started on my second week of my new job at FedEx, I don't know what I was thinking signing up there other than the $11 an hour on my mind, and I wanted people to be proud of me that I finally got out an got work, but I'm close to saying screw them. Everyone I talked to beforehand said the job was really hard and didn't recommend I do it if I am not used to the labor. But I did it anyway. I've lost 5 pounds in the past 3-4 days, probably mostly sweat. They have me working on 4 trucks bouncing back and forth at the same time, and all the belts / chutes trucks are all backed up like crazy, and most of the time I am by myself when I thought I was supposed to have someone work with me, but the dock manager took all the guys down to other trucks that were too busy. So Monday I ended up with chest pains into my hands, my mouth, head began hurting, I got dizzy and almost passed out twice. Kept loosing my footing. By 8 Pm I could barely lift anything my arms wouldn'...