3 days in a freaking row now I have had migraines, and no fun trying to study for my next big test. The circulatory system, respiratory system, muscles that work on the forearm and wrists and muscles of the face, is that enough crap or what? I started a MySpace.com blog too, will see if it helps me connect to people better, already got two people contact me within an hour of getting it online, an old neighbor from Lake Meade and an old friend Bob Ricci who does song parodies like Weird Al, Carrie thinks his voice is too whiny though but he's funny. You can go to myspace on the links to the right if you care. Still struggling each day with personal issues, and lately my son has been pooping himself everyday, maybe I should just go work in a nursing home, since cleaning up crap seems to be an everyday occurance, we need to get the poor guy to the doctor, he starts school at the end of summer. Nothing much else new to report lately. It's very nice outside. I could use some money,

It's been non stop cold dreary rain since I woke up this morning. Such a strange way to end a pretty nice week of weather, hopefully tomorrow is nicer, as I promised to take the kids out to do something. I've just been trying to study and catch up, these muscles just keep getting bigger names and harder. I finally got to work out at the gym after a week or so since my daughters have been sick with colds- I can really tell my arm muscles getting firmer. I tried a harder cardio workout, and couldn't finish all my excercises, that wiped me out good, but at least I know I got a good workout. Been still feeling bleh lately, I talk to people but still having trouble, and defintely hard to keep a good mood, supposedly after depression its supposed to get better? But does it really or most people just have an easier time at covering it up than I do? I'll try to enjoy some time with my kids tomorrow. Here's a ColdPlay song that sums up my feelings at the moment. What if

It's been awhile since I posted as I have not had too much to write about lately. I am glad Spring weather is finally kicking in, it seemed the cold air just wasn't going to end. I have missed the gym this week but I did get some walks in. Our instructor at school has been taking us outside to walk as well which is refreshing. I seem to be allergic to something in the school, or things in general lately stuffing me up, and causing sinus pressure. ::bleh:: I need to schedule a doctor appointment as soon as I have money for the copay. I have a lovely list of things to get checked out. Bad knees: My knees have been hurting worse since working out, or doing my clinics and standing in my massage posture, they crack horribly giving massage at times, and bending down on them has been painful. Possible allergies: sniffles, runny nose, headaches in class Eyes: My vision sometimes goes blurry during class when trying to read the board, then some eyepain kicks in. Social anxiety: been suf