Showing posts from October, 2010

Locked Out

I was called up last minute to take my son and youngest daughter up to see the Halloween Parade that my oldest daughter would be playing clarinet in. It's a haul. I got to pick up my kids, my ex wife has not even 5 minutes to leave and get to work in the opposite direction. I unlock all the doors, leave the vehicle for 2 second and then suddenly all the doors for no explainable reason lock behind me with keys in the ignition and power running, music blasting... so we miss the parade and sat around the diner we were at for almost an hour. I wonder why things happen the way they do. If any lesson I learned is to have a spare key on hand located on my person or car, heck maybe I should even make you a spare key. I don't like that its about a 70 mile drive from my place up there... wish I could just hop on over and see kids during the week but don't know if that will happen any time soon You know that I would do anything for you and the kids and drop what I a

POETRY: I sit alone.

I sit alone. Wanting to be loved. Wanting to know to whom I belong. Praying to find the one, With whom I will grow strong. Within a dream, Among fields of green, A light shines down, and upon a breeze, I heard a voice. "she is the one." I stand on a hill, she walks up to me. Behind her are children, which I see three. She takes my hands, looks in my eyes. She says "I love you" Kisses me and I awake to cry. Within two days I receive a call out of the blue, and my heart is full of joy to hear her voice so true. I stand with her on a winters night she grins from ear to ear, her smile so bright. We are to have a child and it feels so right. Together we stand brought together by faith tested by time and trials to come. In the summer I profess my love and marry her undernearth the mid noon sun. I watch her by the water, with our little girl. My heart is full, knowing she is the one. Later that day. I look above to see a brigh