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DREAM: Death of a grandmother - and new car

Dreamt last night I was back in Pennsylvania, had drove there in my SUV, Jacob was along. Although I was in Middleburg / Selinsgrove area for some reason. Got to middle burg and my SUV died,  stopped by a dealership and they were having a promotion where they give you a key and sit in a new car and see if the key works.  My key did not work, so they let Jacob try a key too.  His key turned the car on.  Then the dealership said "Well shit, you get a new Hyundai." So I told him about my SUV and he said look up the blue book, I can probably fix it up and resell it for 13,000, and just buy it off you and then you pay the difference to what you still owe to the loan.  You and grandma showed up because I had called you to come pick me and Jacob up.  You actually helped me talk the mechanic into buying my SUV So it worked out great.   Jake and I went over to Tastee Freeze in between Kreamer and Middleburg and got milk shakes. After we w...

VISION: The New Trail of Tears

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Artwork by Lorna Paquin Last evening I had what can only be explained as a vision. It was not a dream, as I was awake and could still see what was going on before me, it was more within my third eye but could see it with my physical eyes as well / or rather one scene overlapping my natural surroundings, seeing two things at the same time / or perhaps dreaming while awake. Around 2-3 in the morning I woke up to use the rest room, like normally its dark in my bedroom here. As soon as I sat up before my eyes I see a painting about 5 feet wide and 3 feet tall hovering in front of me. Above the painting I see the words "the new Trail of Tears." The painting at times seems alive as colors change, images move. Ok what I see is either the Rocky Mountains or the Cascade mountains in the background. In the foreground I see what appears to look like the mid west, with long wavy grains and smooth hills, along with dry parched desert to the sides. In forefront I see a line of peo...

Locked Out

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I was called up last minute to take my son and youngest daughter up to see the Halloween Parade that my oldest daughter would be playing clarinet in. It's a haul. I got to pick up my kids, my ex wife has not even 5 minutes to leave and get to work in the opposite direction. I unlock all the doors, leave the vehicle for 2 second and then suddenly all the doors for no explainable reason lock behind me with keys in the ignition and power running, music blasting... so we miss the parade and sat around the diner we were at for almost an hour. I wonder why things happen the way they do. If any lesson I learned is to have a spare key on hand located on my person or car, heck maybe I should even make you a spare key. I don't like that its about a 70 mile drive from my place up there... wish I could just hop on over and see kids during the week but don't know if that will happen any time soon You know that I would do anything for you and the kids and drop what I a...

POETRY: I sit alone.

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I sit alone. Wanting to be loved. Wanting to know to whom I belong. Praying to find the one, With whom I will grow strong. Within a dream, Among fields of green, A light shines down, and upon a breeze, I heard a voice. "she is the one." I stand on a hill, she walks up to me. Behind her are children, which I see three. She takes my hands, looks in my eyes. She says "I love you" Kisses me and I awake to cry. Within two days I receive a call out of the blue, and my heart is full of joy to hear her voice so true. I stand with her on a winters night she grins from ear to ear, her smile so bright. We are to have a child and it feels so right. Together we stand brought together by faith tested by time and trials to come. In the summer I profess my love and marry her undernearth the mid noon sun. I watch her by the water, with our little girl. My heart is full, knowing she is the one. Later that day. I look above to see a brigh...

ARTWORK: Pokemon Milotic and Red Gyarados

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This has been manipulated in PhotoShop some for lighting but I actually did this today in colored pencils, been awhile since I have drawn with pencil but turned out alright. I did this for a pokemon collector my daughter has traded with as a favor. Milotic and Redy Gyarados, hope I got the names right.

DREAM : Rainbow Trout

I had a dream last night I was helping my ex wife move into a new house by a lake. It seemed in the dream she was trying to repair our relationship or at least trying to get closer than we have been. Her dad showed up at one point outside a window and saw me, seemingly unhappy I was there, but left saying he would respect our privacy and come back later. Next I remember going outside to the lake, where there was a small beach which other people and children playing on the beach. Carrie told me to go down by the water and check on the kids. I walked up to a stream that was flowing into the lake, there were some small water falls in the stream. As I got closer I could see what appeared to be large Trout, rainbow trout perhaps, very colorful stripes of red, green and a little blue. They were trying to go up stream, jumping up the waterfalls and I could see most of them were laying their eggs and the eggs would wash down stream. The strange part was some of these fish would lose their tail...

ARTWORK: New Parrot Painting

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My oldest daughter created this today on the computer. Digitally painted with my Wacom artpad. I am finishing up a new piece of artwork myself and should have it later today. Todd