Remembering a dream I had last night. First I was late for a meeting. I stepped in some mud and had to remove my shoes. I was in some type of arena. I got hired to be a comedian. I actually stood in front of a small audience and told jokes for a bit. I can not remember everything I said, but people thought I was really funny. Afterwards I flew out of the building and went off to be alone. Saw a lake and walked arcross on top of the water in my bare feet, doing the Jesus trick. Was fun. Everything looked drab and greyish blue. A temple across the water was empty and dark. I then saw my wife walking down the street calling to me, and I flew over to meet her and held her hand. End of Dream Dream possibly telling me I am getting involved in a situation or with people that may be negative for me and need to wash my feet of them or the situation. Need to lighten up and not take things so seriously- or others need to lighten up and I have to help them do so. Feeli...

Some new whacko out there named Terr-ill has been sending his self righteous garbage on the mailing lists I subscribe to. He wrote me this morning. ======================================================== Do with what you will, this will be my last post to you. This comes from the Lord. To Todd Jumper: Thus saith the Lord, you shall have no other gods before me, and you have placed your own heart above me, and I am not well pleased, but am angered at your wickedness and do cut you off from before my face, that you have no place in my will or with me, save you repent, and my arms are open to receive you, but you will not, and I will cause a plague to come upon your house holds save you repent and remember my name, even Jehovah, which is Jesus Christ, amen. From service@cpuexpert.com Feel free to send spam his way.

My son Jacob turned 4 on the 14th ;) We had a nice ice cream snow man cake. Tomorrow we will take the kids out to eat. My daughter turns 3 on the 28th so will celebrate together. This been in my mind all day after looking at my dental bill. Does the word 'accidental' make you nervous because it has the word dental in it? "Oops I acci'dentally" pulled the wrong tooth there." Ok that is lame but was funny at the time. My oldest daughter just gave me a weird look and said nice one dad, good try. Feeling the after christmas blues, went and came fast and still no freaking snow! By the time it does snow its gonna feel like Christmas but we already had it. I am used to growing up with snow almost every year, now its warmer here than it is in California, that's messed up. Dang pole shift that scientists are denying is occuring. I am trying to meditate and get into doing readings again. I got one hell of a stomach ache the other night during it, from som...

..... IT is the year 2005... The treacherous Decepticons have conquered the Autobots' home planet of Cybertron. But, from secret staging grounds on two of Cybertron's moons, the valiant Autobots prepare to retake their homeland... From my childhood, I am still waiting to see the flying cars and the hoverboards. The future is not much different except everything cost more, and there is more people. We went shopping in Wal-mart today- very busy there. Usually it does not bother me much, but perhaps my empathy is picking up or I am just in a poor mood, but it seemed I kept soaking up peoples frustrations, anger, rushing, all kinds of emotions at once that I couldn't stand it and it made me sick. Hard to understand if you are not an empath, and really hard to guard myself- honestly its like telling you to stick your head underwater and try to breathe. Got a throbbing headache, cursed and left the store and passed out in the car. It is some warm weather for January- feels li...

After my wife left for work this evening, I was in my bedroom and turned on our small television. My son was with me. After a minute or two the TV would turn itself off. It did this about 6 times until we got spooked and left the room ( it has not repeated this since ) I then made my daughter some tomato soup. I placed the bowl on the table and turned to get some crackers. As I was doing so, I sware I heard the bowl move. I turned around to see the bowl of soup hanging over the edge of the table almost ready to fall. I went over to the table and moved it back to the center of the table, as soon I did so the bowl of soup moved across the table right in front of my eyes. I said "shit now thats some scary soup" It then did it third time in front of me again. I picked the bowl of soup up and could not understand what was causing it. I put it down for my daughter to eat and it never did it again. Todd

Abracadabra I thought I would share a cute, but shocking experience my family had this evening. Around 6:20 power went out throughout the entire neighborhood, not sure what caused it since it was not storming (perhaps a car accident) The power was out for about an hour. My wife had me sit with the kids and tell stories of experiences I have had with angels. Around 7:40 my wife asked the kids to pray to God to get the lights back on. My 3 year old son Jacob then said, "Abracadabra, Please turn our power back on!" As he waved his arms. At that exact moment he closed his mouth, the power came back on like magic, major coincidence, but in our little world it appeared he had done it. He then said something to the terms of "We are very lucky, God listened to me." Jake thinks his little magic there brought the lights back on. Showing that we are part of God. We always seek outward for a God out there to bless us, when God is within. We have the power to change and create o...

Last night we took the kids out for Trick or Treat, but did not stay out long, with all three kids being sick from colds, and they don't need a lot of candy anyway - been paying enough in dental lately. I changed my UO game server to Atlantean Dreams, loosely based on the lost continent of Atlantis. Tomorrow is Carrie's birthday, so if you want to email her a happy birthday send it to auragazer320@epix.net ;) We are selling our VHS children movies on Ebay, 5 days left, get em cheap if you collect movies. CLICK HERE for the auction.