Angel Your darkness ends, where my light begins. And my pain recedes, As your warmth descends. A broken path, our current place Lost souls connect, through time and space. And as you sleep,  I am awake. And as you dream.  My heart it aches. For Within your eyes   I've seen your soul And deeper still  I'm gently pulled  You came into my world  when I thought I was done. My heart longs to stay  while my inhibitions say run. Being pulled to your beauty  as a call from within. Wanting you more   with each breath of the wind. ~TJJ 1/24/2019

The Ghosts that Haunt Me "There's a skeleton in everybody's closet I can think of one or two in my own room But I would like to introduce them both to you You'd shake their boney hands and so dispel the gloom.." "..Cause you're so kind I know you would not mind You'd send away the ghosts that haunt me now.." ~Crash Test Dummies One of the more frightening chapters in my life, would have to be my own personal encounters which the paranormal.  While I have had experiences with visitations and spirits from beyond the veil of a more spiritual and loving nature. This is documenting more so strictly my experiences with ghosts, or disembodied energy while dreaming, and more importantly while fully awake.  Having an experience with a ghost, rather than with "spirit or clairvoyant" visitation, I believe are different, albeit, related. My experiences are not the norm.  They started when I was a young child.  I may...

I believe that in the dream state, perhaps between being fully asleep or awake, that we have the ability to in a way, leave our bodies, travel to another dimension in our mind-spirit, while the body in remains here. It is in this state that our deceased loved ones can visit more easily, or even at times we can travel to higher planes to meet with more evolved spirit beings. Last night / early morning was such an event. I found myself standing on a hill over look a valley near a home. On the road coming toward me drove a car, with my grandmother and her husband (both passed) They pulled up and we went inside the house which they referred to as the meeting place. I do not remember too much of our conversation other than casual greetings and asking how I was doing.  A few other people starting coming into the room.  A skinny man with grey hair who I recognized as my grandfather but I had never met him in real life as he died in 1972, 4 years before I was born. Had a dri...

Dreamt last night I was back in Pennsylvania, had drove there in my SUV, Jacob was along. Although I was in Middleburg / Selinsgrove area for some reason. Got to middle burg and my SUV died,  stopped by a dealership and they were having a promotion where they give you a key and sit in a new car and see if the key works.  My key did not work, so they let Jacob try a key too.  His key turned the car on.  Then the dealership said "Well shit, you get a new Hyundai." So I told him about my SUV and he said look up the blue book, I can probably fix it up and resell it for 13,000, and just buy it off you and then you pay the difference to what you still owe to the loan.  You and grandma showed up because I had called you to come pick me and Jacob up.  You actually helped me talk the mechanic into buying my SUV So it worked out great.   Jake and I went over to Tastee Freeze in between Kreamer and Middleburg and got milk shakes. After we w...

I had an interesting dream the other night. In the dream I went on a soul journey to find answers to my current situations, this was a few days before some of these weird events happened this week. In the dream I left my family to trek up a snowy mountain to find a sacred cave, finally at the top of the mountain I found it. I went through a hallway filled with different records, the first part was ancient but when I got to the end looked futuristic with screens and walls with moving pictures. As I was walking down the hall I was asking for Jesus, when a hispanic man came out and said "Hello I am Jesus (Heyzoos)" I said "haha very funny." I then proceeded on to the center of a room with had a symbol on thefloor of a triangle with three circles around it, like form of star of David. It was there one of my angelic looking spirit guides appeared, with his white robes on, his white hair, his piercing blue eyes. I recognized him right away and called him by name and...