Artwork by Lorna Paquin Last evening I had what can only be explained as a vision. It was not a dream, as I was awake and could still see what was going on before me, it was more within my third eye but could see it with my physical eyes as well / or rather one scene overlapping my natural surroundings, seeing two things at the same time / or perhaps dreaming while awake. Around 2-3 in the morning I woke up to use the rest room, like normally its dark in my bedroom here. As soon as I sat up before my eyes I see a painting about 5 feet wide and 3 feet tall hovering in front of me. Above the painting I see the words "the new Trail of Tears." The painting at times seems alive as colors change, images move. Ok what I see is either the Rocky Mountains or the Cascade mountains in the background. In the foreground I see what appears to look like the mid west, with long wavy grains and smooth hills, along with dry parched desert to the sides. In forefront I see a line of peo...

I had a dream last night I was helping my ex wife move into a new house by a lake. It seemed in the dream she was trying to repair our relationship or at least trying to get closer than we have been. Her dad showed up at one point outside a window and saw me, seemingly unhappy I was there, but left saying he would respect our privacy and come back later. Next I remember going outside to the lake, where there was a small beach which other people and children playing on the beach. Carrie told me to go down by the water and check on the kids. I walked up to a stream that was flowing into the lake, there were some small water falls in the stream. As I got closer I could see what appeared to be large Trout, rainbow trout perhaps, very colorful stripes of red, green and a little blue. They were trying to go up stream, jumping up the waterfalls and I could see most of them were laying their eggs and the eggs would wash down stream. The strange part was some of these fish would lose their tail...

I had a dream of a grey striped cat, the cat could talk to me, The cat thought he was proud, the king of his yard. A racoon came walking into the yard. Where the cat said, watch this, I will kick this racoon's butt. A fight ensued. Soon after two bears came out of the woods, and pounced on both the cat and racoon that took off running toward train tracks. I ran over and chased off the bears to find my cat friend and the racoon lying dead. Felt as if the dream was telling me not to get involved in a fight or situation with someone, because a bigger enemy lay hiding in the shadows. The proud cat should have just mind its own business. Todd

If anyone out there has any interpretations, feel welcome to comment: Had a dream I went out to a desert in search for something that was missing or buried. A guide that was with me directed me to a spot outside the ruins of a building where I could see at one point someone had attempted to cover up a spot with rocks and shrubs. I began digging and eventually uncovered an old bright orange Ford Mustang car. I could smell something, and opened the trunk to reveal two very old corpses, one male, one female, nothing but clothing and skeletal remains. Skulls were shaped kinda of odd, more round than normal. I took these skeletons and reburied them at another spot in the desert together. Took the car, which still ran, and drove it off into the sunset.

I had an interesting dream the other night. In the dream I went on a soul journey to find answers to my current situations, this was a few days before some of these weird events happened this week. In the dream I left my family to trek up a snowy mountain to find a sacred cave, finally at the top of the mountain I found it. I went through a hallway filled with different records, the first part was ancient but when I got to the end looked futuristic with screens and walls with moving pictures. As I was walking down the hall I was asking for Jesus, when a hispanic man came out and said "Hello I am Jesus (Heyzoos)" I said "haha very funny." I then proceeded on to the center of a room with had a symbol on thefloor of a triangle with three circles around it, like form of star of David. It was there one of my angelic looking spirit guides appeared, with his white robes on, his white hair, his piercing blue eyes. I recognized him right away and called him by name and...

... well I thought I was moving on but I must have had a mental relapse over the weekend.. but it seemed to be some type of spiritual emotional release.. Either that or I time traveled, lets just say it was a very vivid memory.. As my current situation goes, currently in middle of divorce. This experience I had during sleep, is similar to others I have had over the past year or so, but nothing this intense, every time I thought about it I started crying, in fact almost wrecked in the rain last night I was so overcome with so much grief. 10 years ago. I am pulling up outside her apartment. I just helped her move in a week or so before. I see her look out through the curtain, she is waiting anxiously for me. I have the letter she just wrote me sitting in my passenger seat. She signed it "Your eternal companion." I walk to the door and she opens it up with the biggest smile on her face. I am saying to myself in my mind, "Turn back now, this isn't real....

My ISP has been screwy for over a week and I have not been able to reach about 50% of the websites I visit; including my own site. Blogger is working today so at least I can update this ;) We went to see Star Wars Ep. 3 last weekend which was pretty good, but very dark. I got somewhat nauseated perhaps from all the dizzy camera work during space scenes, or when Anakin goes in to kill all the children Jedi, a lot of people thought that part was funny. I guess bad guys are always more entertaining. Carrie has been reading the book Love Without End : Jesus Speaks to me, which I feel is probably one of the best books to come out in a long time. It's based on conversations an artist had in 1992 when Jesus showed up to have her paint his portrait. I have had less desire to go to church since the last 3 times I went made me physically ill, and ruined my week afterwards. I started getting chest pains, and headaches. I seem to absorb everyone's guild / judgement that are around me...